»I never thought i would write this but here it goes

Hello, my fellow humans and hybrid aliens.

Just a reminder, if you don't care then please go focus on your life rather than reading this. Thank you!

This server has been a big part of my life and I am just going through the same phase as I did when I used to play Counter-Strike, I would open up my browser and open 3 pages, youtube, facebook and counter-strike forums, I never thought I would change because I liked the game so much but eventually i moved on to Minecraft.

I enjoyed playing Minecraft and I remember when I first played it, Minecraft was at 1.8.3 and i was just so happy playing it. found out guildcraft and everything went perfectly well.

I won't type my whole journey here but I met a lot and I mean, a lot of people here, good and bad, friends and enemies, lovers and haters and in the end, we were here just to have fun and enjoy our time rather than hating ourselves because how shitty and unfair life is.

People go through a rough time and I am just having a rough time in my life and that's kinda driving me crazy, so I decided to change everything in my life in the hope of that everything would be better or at least my life goals will be more clear because I am just lost in this huge loop of problems, depression, anxiety and losing whom I love and care because of me being impatience and not working out on myself and rather asking people to be the same while I just don't wanna change.

Me quitting doesn't mean because I am banned, I can just buy another unban but there is more to it than this.

I would just like to apologize to everyone whom I hurt because of what I said or what I did, and lying to people whom actually cared about me and just me being a dickhead and not trusting anyone made them turn around and I just blamed them instead of blaming myself. I am so sorry and if there is anything I could do to make it right just msg me on discord: Sc1337#5691

And I would like to say Thank you to everyone who was with me or against me in this journey, You know who you are and I just wish you all the best in everything.


If I could ask something then I would ask for any encouraging words because I am going through the next stage in my life and I am very scared of the changes that would happen in my life, I really am, I would be able to accomplish my dreams but it will take a lot of time and efforts, And that feeling is just so overwhelming. also going through a heartbreak is much worse, when everything seems perfect and some words just hit you hard and you feel shitty about yourself lel.

@Adro @Martin1 I love you both more than you guys know (no homo ofc), sorry for disappointing you all and I just wish I had some last words with you both, so please, add me on discord Sc1337#5691 for once and you can remove me later on.

I love you all, stay strong everyone and don't lose hope, there is always a way out (I am saying to myself too cuz lol I want to follow my own advice), and I am sorry again, you all deserve better.

~Olofmeister aka Blizzard out

 

I'm sure things will run smooth and those changes will be positive changes Good luck with lifemate, stay strong.

 

This is the reason why I've always hated goodbyes.

we'll indeed miss you, love

 

Cya mate

 

Bye.

 

gl in life i hope u solve all ur problems & also thx for fixing my pc

 

Peace out.

 

I still want that farming guide. But gl in life

 

Goodluck in life man, and remember the hardest battles are given to the strongest soldiers , cheers olof ❤

 

Bro. if i didin't play on this server for 2 years. i wasn't gonna know english.

 

lol no u

 

I will miss you forever.You have been a great friend to me, i hope you will find happines and luck in your beautiful life.Goodbye and farewell my friend.

 

Goodbye brother you will he missed never give up in life and stay strong in life they are hard times but when they are gone you will feel much better ily no homo

 

goodluck in life brother

 

wish you the best, sorry im late as fucc lmao

 

Best of luck in life, guess its really hard to say good bye right?

 

<3 stay strong